As Ron has passed, and we all go on with whatever it is that preoccupies our little and big lives, I will continue to remember and acknowledge Ron, Don, Sylvia, Bob, Steve, Pam, and the list goes on of those who've passed that I think about almost daily . . . Thank you, I love you, I miss you, yet I know none of you are far from me . . .
So, I dedicate a birth, of sorts, to all those who've passed and all those living, too. Before I proceed, I wanted to state again that one of my goals in producing my CD, "The J Sessions - Wishin'" was to have it completed so that both "The Love of My Lives"' father, Ron, and my dad, Phil, would each get to know what I'd accomplished in terms of being a good person on this planet:
I fell in love. I got my heart broken. I cried and cried and cried. And, in between tears I found reasons to smile. I eventually found reasons to laugh . . . long, loud and deeply. And, in between all that 'living', that crying and smiling and laughing, I processed my loss . . . no, my, our transformation.
I had learned how to forgive . . . myself.
So, I suppose my desire to have our dads be able to experience my documentation (via my CD, my music) is really about me and my selfishness, but – somehow – I thought it was important. What do I know? Well, I know how to keep trying, regardless of all my foibles, ignorance and mistakes.
So, back to the dedication of a birth . . .
Yesterday I launched my web site for my CD "The J Sessions - Wishin'". I do so in remembrance of love lost and found, all those folks I've loved and who've loved me who've passed and to all of those living I still love and who still love me. Thanks for the inspiration, support, hugs and love.
Enjoy and live intentionally!
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